bit numb

rileydoodles:

desperation

Dysphoria can really be a huge weight on our shoulders.

do you ever feel like an utter monster

that weird feeling i cant explain when i see my friends who are already transitioning. it’s a gross mix of happy and jealous and very upset. i hate this feeling.

needed to draw out how it felt of being misgendered by my professors [even tho i specifically talked to them about my gender]. we’ll see how things develop the rest of the semester.

nothing feels right

dysphoria [blood set]

dysphoria [clean set]